Eva Ramirez launched Pan Rico earlier this year.
Photo: DeSean McClinton-Holland
In April, Eva Ramirez and her boyfriend Javiar HernĂĄndez each got a call from Cosme, Enrique Olveraâs high-caliber Manhattan restaurant. Theyâd worked there as line cooks until being laid off over a year earlier, with Ramirez taking on the added role of pastry cook, as well. The restaurant was set to reopen for indoor dining at the end of the month, and the calls were to see if they would like to come back. âIt was hard to accept the fact that we were going to have to do it again, go back to the line cook position,â Ramirez remembers. âItâs like, where do we stand? What do we want?â
A year ago, when it seemed like everyone in the entire restaurant industry had lost their jobs, Ramirez and HernĂĄndez were among the countless other hospitality workers who were granted an unexpected chance to reevaluate their relationships with a career in cooking. âI feel like the pandemic was something where a lot of people realized what they didnât want and what they did want,â Ramirez says, âand thatâs when they started pushing themselves.â
The couple worked through the questions that bothered others, too: the industryâs expectations of a difficult work-life balance, agency in the workplace, and ownership over your own creativity in a world where â in the public eye â ideas and dishes belong to chefs or restaurants, and not necessarily the people who first came up with them, like HernĂĄndez, who saw one of his dishes hit Cosmeâs menu. âWeâve been working for this company for so long and we love them, but itâs always going to be theirs,â Ramirez says. âIt has nothing to do with us.â
From left to right: danish with vanilla pastry cream, peach jam, and nectarines; hibiscus-glazed Bundt cake; and spelt-raspberry concha.
Photo: DeSean McClinton-Holland
The two liked their work (HernĂĄndez went back to Cosme right away; Ramirez held off because of health issues relating to anemia), but they wondered where it would ultimately lead them. âThereâs something about them that theyâre going to do something, theyâre going to make their mark, whatever that means,â says Fany Gerson, who hired Ramirez to work for a bit at her shop, Fan-Fan Doughnuts, last fall.
And in fact, when the Cosme calls came in April, Ramirez had already spent three months testing pastries at home â at the urging of HernĂĄndez â perfecting recipes like hibiscus-flavored conchas, the buttery streusel-topped roll. Eventually, Ramirez did go back to Cosme, but only after she and HernĂĄndez had launched a project of their own, too: Pan Rico, a pop-up bakery devoted to Mexican sweet breads with orders taken on Instagram. Now, the couple is doing something unlikely: Balancing full-time restaurant work with a passion project that offers creative fulfillment.
HernĂĄndez and Ramirez, testing their pastries.
Photo: DeSean McClinton-Holland
When they launched from their apartment in Queens, they debuted a trio of pastries: a cheerful-looking spelt-lemon concha with a Pac-Man yellow streusel, a croissant filled with horchata pastry cream and topped with sliced strawberries, and a vanilla-glazed poppy-seed-coconut Bundt cake. Their second set included a spelt-raspberry concha, a peach danish with vanilla pastry cream and nectarines, and a hibiscus-glazed Bundt cake filled with pockets of strawberry jam. (The pastry boxes, which are sold every other week via Instagram, cost $15 and are available for either pickup or â for an additional fee â delivery.)
While enthusiastic about Pan Rico, Ramirez is also honest about the difficulties of starting the pop-up. It cost roughly $1,000 to get it off the ground â a tough amount to swallow on a restaurant salary, living paycheck to paycheck â and theyâre still investing in equipment. Working out of their own apartment, Ramirez initially hand-mixed all the dough, but has since borrowed a friendâs KitchenAid until she can afford to buy one. Sheâs had to eighty-six croissants until she can get a sheeter, and the couple had to figure out how to bake consistently in their unreliable home oven.
Conchas cooling on the table.
Photo: DeSean McClinton-Holland
Thereâs also the matter of whether Pan Ricoâs early success means devoting more time to the project (and less time at Cosme). âTrust me, if we could, we would,â Ramirez explains, âbut we need that paycheck, we need to pay our bills, and this is something thatâs not stable because we donât know how much weâre going to sell.â
Nevertheless, the end goal is to build the pop-up into something more sustainable and, eventually, into a proper bakery and restaurant, possibly in Ramirezâs hometown of Chicago. For now, though, Ramirez has her mind on everything sheâll get to bake this fall and winter, and the variety of breads and pastries they can tap into. She talks about the pan dulce called besos â âtwo circles that are together, but itâs full of sugarâ â and another called elotes, which have a butter-and-sugar filling. Also, a chocolate doughnut with sprinkles on top that is, Ramirez says, âa lot of chocolate,â before repeating herself for emphasis: âA lot of chocolate.â In October, theyâll do a pan de muertos for the Day of the Dead, and come Christmas theyâll have a Nativity bread. Sheâs pulling a couple things from Gersonâs My Sweet Mexico, too, and wants to draw on flavors from other cuisines. Starting the pop-up has allowed her to figure out her potential.
âStarting it off, there are no rules â you donât go by whatever other people are doing,â Ramirez explains. She pulls inspiration from different places, and wants to bake the foods that remind her of home. Ultimately, she says it all comes down to one question that she asks herself again and again: âWhat else are you capable of doing?â